That night as I was crying Sera gave me a note..

The strength of a woman comes from her heart, and yours is the strongest..

Sera,

Hugs!

Thanks sera. This is one of the reason why i'm still alive today :)

I akan simpan note tu sampai bila²...

jellyfish! buat saya cair

(Kalau I potong rambut pendek, rambut I macam jellyfish)

You know who you are! Thank you for taking time to chat with me today. I really appreciate it sebab laptop you rosak and you have to borrow your friend's pc :) Hehe susah² je..

*hugs*

There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart. I think this is the start of a beautiful friendship. Saya cuba yah kalau tak dapat takpe :)

Strangers Again..

Firstly, i want to thank you for being the best girlfriend to me, for putting up with all my flaws and imperfection. All i can say is that YOU are the BEST thing that has ever happened to me. And i know it will be so hard for me to go away and leave you alone so that you can live on with your life, with someone that is better than i am. Someone that can treat you better than me. I will pray that you will meet someone that is perfect for you. After what happened the other day/these past few days with you, it got me thinkin about what i've done to you all this time that we were together actually makes you suffer. The more you'll be with me, the more suffer u will be after im not there with you. That's why i have made a decision just to leave you alone. Dont think of this because i don’t love you anymore, I will always love you. It’s just that i wouldn’t want you to suffer like this, even if we know that this is going nowhere. It makes me sad to see you the other day b, you've been putting up with all what i've done all this 3 years that we have been together. I'm really² sorry because of what i've done to you all this time that we knew each other. I hope, after i'm gone, you will be happy again like you used to be or way better than what u used to be yah. It's not fair to stay together because of regrets we might have.I wont disturb you anymore. And if we both agree that we shouldnt be together, why does it hurt so much? I'm only trying to be completely honest. Feel like i lost my closest friend. I hope you're happy, completely happy :)

Regards,

ABS

For me if you truly love someone, you will want to work things out. Nothing can change unless two people want it to because one person cannot maintain the entire relationship..